the1989ers:

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

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give it back !! give me back my love !! you didnt deserve it !!

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how much longer could i realistically continue on like this ??

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i matter! I take up space and breathe oxygen just like you, don’t forget it

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why why why why why???? why would you do that

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it’s hard to not feel blue when you’ve been covered in an azure veil since you can remember

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abandonedsuggestions:

my world has slowly become a midst of super-saturated colors, nothing’s bright anymore

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abandonedsuggestions:

everything else has been said; im just a broken record at this point

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abandonedsuggestions:

A fun game:

Stop ruining my life

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abandonedsuggestions:

We’re just trying to be ok

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abandonedsuggestions:

distractions keep the real feelings away and i wouldn’t have it any other way

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abandonedsuggestions:

i can’t feel anything at all!! im devoid !! deceased !!! a walking corpse !!

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abandonedsuggestions:

go ahead and bare your fangs for everyone to see

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Question:

Hey babe, are you okay? What happened that got you so down? There are people that really care!

Answer:

There’s a lot of small things which have brought me to the place that I am right now. For example, I’m allergic to medication which would help me mentally, and being where and who I am in the world has brought down a cascade of responsibilities and expectations which are too much to bear sometimes on top of everything else.

There are people that care for me, but that care can be very conditional. I actually started this blog when I had my biggest encounter and blowup with conditional love. This is just the place for me to scream about how I’m feeling and in the end, it does make me feel better. Especially lately, I really do feel abandoned and alone a good majority of the time I’m awake.

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you’ve never been on my team and neither have I

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abandonedsuggestions:

We wear the bags under our eyes like medals

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abandonedsuggestions:

How am I still breathing

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abandonedsuggestions:

This nothingness is more terrifying than anything else

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We’re in it for blood

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abandonedsuggestions:

You’re ALONE and it’s ALL YOUR FAULT

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