2/2 and ive had enough male friends to know that this isn't how platonic friendships exist, and ours is certainly not platonic. im aware that relationships are haram ane im not gonna get into one, but i find myself thinking about him too often. my mum knows he's my friend, basically my entire family except my dad knows about him. at college, people sometimes stare at us when we're together and he also randomly smiles at me. what do you think i should do?
not to be patronising in any way, but as you are just 18 honestly I would say just focus on your studies and self growth. at this age all boys can offer you is stress and haram relationships. inshallah when you’re older you can think about them but for now I promise you they aren’t worth a drop of your time and you’ll cringe thinking about the dumb boys you liked as a teenager