If you are to find someone else, you must find someone who cherishes you inside and out.
Completely and without a doubt.
You must find someone who loves you not only on the outside, but from your very core. Not only for the shape or your body or the touch of your skin, but for the magnificent beauty that exists within you.
You deserve to be treasured, for there is far more to you than what lies on the surface.
so. rant on germanic fairytale forests
in germanic fairytales, the woods, much like the crossroads, act as a portal to the otherworld. strange things walk in the woods: wolves with voices, dwarves, cannibal witches, women who can turn into swans, wise old women with enchanted combs, and white deer who look at you and disappear–or is that a deer at all, but the woodland king himself? you often do not find these creatures outside the wolves; because the woods are a portal to faërie.
some of these folk are trustworthy: others are not. in the norse sagas, vargr are said to walk in the woods: a word which means both wolves and men. these men are outlaws, cast from society, stripped of their rights; their only choice is to wander the wilderness. sara maitland, in from the forest, writes “The woods are chaotic and wild; life goes on unseen within them, and for every lovely globe flower, spring golden in a small patch of sunshine, there is a death cap — Aminita phalloides— shiny, olive and yellow, just as pretty, but deadly poisonous, lurking under the oak trees. And in [fairytales], for every kindly old woman who gives you a useful gift, there is a very similar one who may gobble you up, put you under an enchantment or imprison you in a tower.” even wolves themselves are ambiguous; you should fear them (in little red cap) or you can trust them (in the giant who had no heart in his body).
and while bad people walk in the forest, the forest itself is not inherently malevolent, though it can distract travelers from their truth course. red riding hood is led astray by flowers in the woods, while her grandmother is devoured. the forest is a labyrinth; things in it will try to make you stray from the path, but you cannot do that. as angela carter writes in the erl-king, “The woods enclose and then enclose again, like a system of Chinese boxes opening one into another; the intimate perspectives of the wood changed endlessly around the interloper, the imaginary traveller walking towards an invented distance that perpetually receded before me. It is easy to lose yourself in these woods.” because in there, the lines between this world and the Otherworld blur, and the path keeps you tethered to the true one: much like theseus’ string. “It’s practically what [forests are] for. To hide things. To separate one world from another,” one character recalls in cathrynne m. valente’s deathless. and it’s true.
tldr: germanic fairytale forests are incredibly metal because they’re connected to the otherworld, and i love them very much
“We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.”
— Grey´s Anatomy - Meredith
It Simply Is…
You existed and so I loved you.
I will love you till my dying breath.
I will love you even after.
I will love you till the stars go out and the universe grows cold,
And even after that I will love you…
My love for you is infinite, it has no end.
I love you every moment and in every space between.
Some days I feel as though I have always loved you, that I simply forgot until I remembered.
I am so in love with you.
Loving you came so easily, it was as though I’d been waiting my whole life to know you.
My love for you is unconditional.
It may wax and wane in time with change, our lives taking different paths. Perhaps we will grow apart as people do.
But it will never change the simple fact.
You exist and so I love you.
My beautiful Belle.
Thank you, my love ❤️