i am so jealous of people who have a good relationship with their mother and talk to her about stuff and go to her when you have a problem and get hugs and love and appreciation and be completely open and honest with her and know you’ll always have her you have noooo idea how fucking lucky you are if you have that

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lipstickandapplejuice:

lipstickandapplejuice:

remember being an eleven year old girl and being filled with rage? everything i did was from a place in my head where tiny daydream me was smashing plates.

eleven year old me at a sleepover: how about instead of talking about boys we go to the park and like idk play some sort of game where we fight eachother with swords to the death

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ndiecity:

bisexuhellvevo:

generalgrievousdatingsim:

generalgrievousdatingsim:

*knife thrower throws their blades at me but i, a sword swallower, swallow them all perfectly*

*eventually they run out of knives and i begin my first round of attack by spitting them back*

You fool, now they have more knives to throw

And so the cycle begins anew

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heart-sick-dream:

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i haven’t had a hug in months (i’ve been hugged by my ma but those are incredibly uncomfortable and i froze up and it’s not comforting at all) and i’m so touch starved and the only replacement i get for human closeness and connection is my plushies and my cat lol LOL

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proudheartkat:

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i know i talk a lot of negativity but i’ve actually had a good week i think, i’ve been getting out of bed, showered, and dressed (!!!) most days, i went to a local art class and stayed for a few hours and socialized, my mum and brothers are moving out of my house in 4 days (!!!!!!!!!) and i went to mc donald earlier and had a bangin chicken burger

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ishoku:

she’s just vibing

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eyeheartbugs:

Me trying to find someone on the dark web to give me a hysterectomy

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i hate being briddish i wanna run away to france and gaze out the window of a coffee shop listening to jazz music in a long silk dress

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deadass i feel like nobody is ever going to fall in love with me ever again bc why would they and i will be alone forever LOL

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animorph-remade:

x

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my ex fuckt up by cheating on me im smexy

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remember when joghn green made a book about a group of teenagers who like neutral milk hotel what kind of geekass fuckin teenagers listen to neutral milk hotel

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oldinterneticons:

Please don’t feed me your fucking bullshit anymore

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cygnum:

“Every time a man yells you are seven years old again and he is packing that suitcase once more. Picking you up by the neck, teaching you obedience. To be soft, like the belly of a fish exposed to a knife.”

Clementine von Radics 

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life feels a bit easier when i remember that i can check out literally anytime i want i can just kms and be done with it. im not actively suicidal anymore at the moment but it’s a comforting thought like “hey if i get sick of this i can back out anytime! there’s always an out!!”. probably quite concerning but anyway

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rosebeaches:

me last night: i feel so alone…. no one loves me…. wahh boo hoo

me today: i love MUD i don’t need LOVE or AFFECTION all i need is the soil that nourishes all life on this earth *listens to girls just want to have fun on loop while lying in the dirt*

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