Can somebody tell me WHY the AAA insurance office smells just like Seth????????? Like bam as soon as I walked in that’s his smell. As far as I can tell he nor his dad are here 😂😂
My son is watching grandma for me so I can go and price new auto insurance, him and I together so he can get his license here soon. Eleven more days and he’s an adult. Usually ten but it’s a leap year 😂😂 I’m so very nervous on how much this costs but he makes some decent money so hopefully it’ll not give me a heart attack.
Today is D’s birthday and I been waiting for it to come to wish him a happy birthday. His post today included some things about last year being really hard and that he’d fill in people close to him soon… hmm. I sent him a graphic I thought he’d like and also complimented his latest art that he’d posted. There was one specifically that was like wow. I said in lue of liking them I’m telling you here in DM lol. Later he replied with a thank you and that it would be ok to like this posts if I wanted to. I was like HMMMM what?? But I didn’t ask him I just said I’m always trying to avoid causing him problems but still cheering quietly over here. But it has me thinking did D and his wife separate again? Permanently possibly? Did something happen? Of course I want to know but I want to respect his business. He liked the response and never replied… being his bday he was probably busy. Like I always said if it’s meant to be and he’s meant to be in my life again it will fall into place. But that made me kinda excited.
I’ve been dreaming about Seth but I only remember pieces. Small pieces. I had been looking through my pics on my phone and it’s our whole relationship on there in the midst of other things. All of it. And I started to remember things and started to feel some hurt about it but HIS hurt. Like the first thought that maybe this didn’t turn out the way he wanted it to either. Well WHY did he have to drop everything and go see the Hungarian bitch???? I felt his distance before that and then I told him clearly plain as day that if he went then we were done. And why it bothered me so much. And he went still. He went for a whole entire week and never, EVER spoke to me again.
Yesterday looking for insurance for me and my son sucked serious dick. Like just him on as an extra driver on my car, which is not a fancy nice car or anything, is anywhere between 250 to 300 a month. A MONTH!! To me that’s a HUGE expense. Like huge. Yes he will be paying for it but if he weren’t able to then I’d have to pick it up. And then when you add that to any car payment he may have, plus gas, plus everything else that goes wrong and regular maintenance and that’s sooooo much money just to drive. Like so much money!!! And I bitch about paying 100 some bucks a month for myself, which still seems too much to me when I’ve got a clean record over 20 years long. With rent being astronomical and everything else it’s no wonder why young people can’t make any sort of progress in their lives. Especially as the add student debt to that. Things have been fucked up for MY generation from the start but I don’t see any sort of improvement what so ever. All I see is things getting worse.
Which was my mood almost all yesterday. So much negative in the world and me being a die hard Bernie Sanders supporter is making me even angrier at the world. I expect the republican and conservative talking points, the hysteria of the uneducated and simple minded when it comes to anything at all they deem as “socialism” or, interchangeably, “communism,” but what I didn’t expect was so much hate and misinformation from the blue side. Especially in a time when we must stick together. I am a Bernie supporter but I’m blue no matter what at this current point in time. I am not what they keep calling “Bernie bro’s” it bull shit I’m positive is only partially rooted in reality. The blue side acts like we’re not actively being the subject of targeted ads and such, instead of using some common sense they run with it the same as the red.
I’m not saying everyone has to be a Bernie supporter. You may have your reasons you think somebody else would be better suited, and that is fine. But if you’re really out to do the things the blue wants to do then you can’t be anti Bernie either. Not at any point in time anymore because his following is undeniable. The things he wants are not communism, he’s not guaranteed to fail, Trump does not have the lead against him as he constantly pretends to have. To be a democrat and tote any of those reasons to me is just falling in line with republican talking points. And I turn on the news and read all these articles about how the DNC will stop Bernie. Why?? If the people WANT Bernie then y’all need to fall in line and support and learn what he’s saying. To shut down the fucking socialist talk and understand universal health care and his programs and explain them. At this point in time it’s too early to say Bernie is going to win, to have to take up his cause, but to be ANTI Bernie is to shoot our own selves in the foot. Because you keep with these arguments and he becomes the nominee then everything you said is already ringing out there to some who may be persuaded.
As much of a Bernie fan that I am I am not anti anyone else. There are the ones I prefer above others but any person up there can do a good job. I keep my criticisms factual things as opposed to gop narrative, because of what I said before; any could be the nominee and I’m not going to fuck their chances. Any will have my vote in the general. And all of them will receive insults of unimaginable proportions from Trump, Russia and who knows who else. It’s an uphill battle for any of them and we shouldn’t fuck it up.
But all I’m seeing is that and from people I “respect.” Well I’m gonna just have to accept that if we screw it up we, again, get what we deserve. If we continue with the same population of uninterested people or people who think “it doesn’t matter” or don’t bother to dig past headlines or whatever then we deserve to lose our democracy, which is actively happening as we speak.
So there’s that and I was upset all day with this.
And I was stuck with grandma extra time again and had to take her to the doctor but all I wanted to do was get my housing recertification taken care of and turn it in, already late as it was due Tuesday and I thought it was Wednesday. I finally got what I thought I needed, Francisco’s check stubs, and then the rabies vaccination proof for the dog and went to make copies and made it just in time to turn it in. But then I realized they still shorted Francisco one of his checks. And because he was in Mexico he missed a whole entire pay period so the lady was like well I need PROOF he didn’t get a check then nor work so now we have to go ask them for that. And they also ask us to turn in SIX months of your bank statements, which are anywhere between two to four pages, front and back. Only on back of the first page there is always a sheet with no personal Information it’s just a spreadsheet you can use to do who knows what, so after awhile I stopped copying that side. It’s expensive to copy now!! Like to do double sided was 28 cents a copy! And with six months of statements for myself, my son, plus everything else they asked for cost me like 23 bucks!!!!!! And now I need even MORE copies and MORE information. And I’m angry about it because of how much I hate where I live and how they neglect their tenants and don’t even bother to enforce their strict rules and then they be impatient and knit picky with me. FUCK THAT. Unfortunately I don’t have the leisure to forget for long, but for awhile yes. After all it takes them like two years to evict blatantly obvious breaks of the lease so it will probably take them at least that long to evict me for being late on a million copies.
I was so angry when I got home but bam my parents come over and they are trying to get Francisco a car… which makes null and void all the efforts to find new insurance. On the positive they want to add him to their insurance and throw me off… more expensive for me personally (not too bad) and more savings for my son as my parents have lotsa deductions they take.
Avondre came home early and everyone was kinda revved up and we actually had a decent evening.