everyone has been telling me how good i look, how much better i seem. If i look this good on the outside then why am i still so empty inside. my friends point out the most changes as far as my mood and just overall appearance (being cheerier or holding myself up high).
all my mom can point out is that i’ve lost weight. losing my appetite is a side effect of my medication, one my doctor is slightly concerned with only because I almost never feel hungry. The only thing im starting to feel anymore is a repulsion to food. He wants to up my dose but i’m afraid i’ll stop eating completely and my mom isn’t any help with talking about this.
“you look better”
ok but how?
“you’ve lost weight.”